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Monday, July 28, 2014

Time to revamp this space. Look out for it! :D

12:34 AM

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

It's been long since I updated this blog. I really need a medium to vend out my thoughts. Things aren't going like what i wanted.

Latest, I joined FMO 12/13 planning and FMO 12/13. To me, it really was a once-in-a-lifetime experience. However, my boyfriend wasn't happy on how I "wasted" my vacation on that event because he don't like how things are done and the behind-the-scene jobs as a planner. For that matter, we have resolved.
However, there will be 2 upcoming events, namely HeartzOut and VoiceOut, that are recruiting for planners. Ever since after FMO planning, I have a strong bond with the other planners. My heart tell me to join the planning for the upcoming events. But then, my boyfriend isn't happy with my decision after I told him about it. I am really sandwiched and getting flexed up about it. Even another of my male friend is agreeing with my boyfriend while my 2 girlfriends are signing up for the events. I really don't know what to do; to follow my heart to join the event, or for the sake of my results and my boyfriend, drop the idea of joining.
I told my boyfriend that I decided not to join the events, but then, my heart is totally unconvinced of my decision. It's like the feeling of abandoning the rest of the planners when they are joining. More importantly, is to give up my interest and passion that I want to contribute. However, on the other hand, I don't want to leave my boyfriend in a latch of facing to do the projects all alone and let alone sacrifice my result. I still want to maintain in the Director's List since I am able to get it for Year 1 Semester 2. I have also made up my mind to help my boyfriend, if possible, get him listed in the Director's List with me for Year 2 Semester 1. I want to continue getting into the Director's List. The more I think about making the right decision, the more I feel like crying. I just wished that there is something I can do about it... He is not willing to support my heart-desired passion to join the events, neither do I want him to face the projects alone. I am really lost... :'(

1:23 AM

Saturday, October 22, 2011

One week has passed. School has been kind of a bit hectic lately.... Monday is the worst... Nevertheless I have a bunch of besties with me to go through it together.

Today during the CC's briefing, I'm really shocked to see myself in the director's list. It gives me more stress, cos I know my character that I want that title next semester too so badly... I hope doesn't result in the opposite for my results... Maybe I should just relax... Should I?

Anywhere, I know I won't be blogging often due to my busy schedules... Hope it doesn't feel boring...? :p gonna sleep, see ya around

12:08 AM

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Today was fun, exercising and unexpectedly pooling just because we passed by woodsball association. First we went to Dakota's old airport food centre to have my lunch. I had a bowl of fish soup, ate a bit of yeeling's beancurd and drank soyamilk. After that we took 31 to parkway parade to buy some drinks at Giant. Not long later, leon came and we walked to east coast park. Leon and Junwei decided to skate (leon brought his skates) while me and yeeling rented the bikes. It was the first time that Junwei is learning to skate, so he went a bit clumsy. Me and yeeling went on cycling spree twice before he is able to walk and skate a bit from mentor leon. XP
Then Junwei took a break while the three of us went for long distance cycling and skating (for leon). We exercised for 2 hours because it's "rent 1 hour get 1 hour free". We played and fooled around a bit after we went back to find Junwei. When we were about to return bikes and skates, yeeling lost control and fell. Lucky it was superficial injury. I went with her in search for a toilet to wash her wound and rushed back to return bikes. Then we went to marine parade hawker centre for dinner. Along the way, we walked pass a pool session and intended to play for a short while. Later then I realised it was woodsball association, the same one as we played yesterday. Three matches was all it takes, and we (me and yeeling) won them to 2-1 because during the 2nd match, Junwei shot the white and black ball in, hence we won! :D tables turned around last minute.
Then I had to rush home, so we took 48 to Little India station for mrt. Little did we realize that they were having track problem. I was so mad that I feel like sprouting vulgarities. Lucky didn't reach home late :)

11:16 PM

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

worh, today has been an exciting day. we intended to go east coast and do some workout. however the weather doesn't seem to be agreeing with our plans, so we chose to go for a pooling session. this is where the exciting part comes in. when we stepped into the pooling centre at hougang plaza, i was looking around and i saw melvin, yifang, jeanette, grace and albinia. we went out, thinking of having kbox or something. after that, we went back and got a warm welcome by grace. as we continued playing (AKA after they left), the next batch of strangers came in: irvin, martin, zihao and haoting. we are so happy.... haha dont tell you what we did XP.
then we took a break by having a drink and french fries. then we went back to have more fun. soon after they left.... sad... if not my fun can continue. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! after that we go around hougang mall and meet grace and friends again ... what an exciting day sia :P

10:01 PM

Monday, September 19, 2011

Finally I can rest for a moment before thinking whether I want to go back and work or not. Other than the price discrepancy and misunderstanding, the work is quite pleasant. I think I am going to miss the super oily yet nice an filling nasi lemak for lunch/dinner. My legs are slightly sore and I am starting to feel tired. 2 more hours till I have been awake for 24 hours. Oh ya, today I served mr low seow boon, my ex-form teacher. He still kind of remembers me. :) and stunning is that shuyi says he is her teacher. 0.o really? Then how old did he start teaching? I wonder... Anyway, even though today ended in a slightly bad tone, I still loves the birthday celebration for the september babies and the part-of-tear-down-process. And not forgetting the taxi ride. It's been enjoyable. :D I hope it happens again. I want to laugh my lungs out again. I think I should catch some sleep. Nights zzz

3:55 AM

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Today went shopping with yeeling! It had been weeks since we shopped. Went to bugis junction and bugis street shopped. Then had a lot of fun playing at Arcadia and Tornado. Also, we got KOI. I got the honey green tea. Damn lot of pearl sia. :) I got a green shirt plus a white long shirt. Time to save on some money for the next outing :)

1:28 AM